The Chocnut Monologues

Tagaytay in February

2009-06-08T19:43:00.000-07:00

Marlie's first outing was in Tagaytay last 15 February - yup, a Valentine's day trip, and a very cold one. Took this photo at Antonio's where we had breakfast. We didn't know they moved out of the main highway so we got a little lost.

This tourist bus was really colorful and a nice backdrop for our group photo. Thanks to the tripod, we were complete, yey.

One of the vendors outside the Pink Sisters' Chapel. Those pineapples and vegetables look really fresh, but we weren't able to buy. Sunday mass at Pink Sisters', by the way, is quite early - 7:30 am....Yes, this post is really late. I guess free time doesn't come by as often when you have Mommy duties.

Kape't gatas

2009-05-31T15:10:00.000-07:00

Coffee and cream that I love so much...

Spot the difference...

What's wrong with me...

2009-04-18T22:50:00.000-07:00

1. I woke up to the sound of insistent, blaring horns. Horns in my sleep? Why of course, I was in my car driving to work. Yes, I fell asleep during a traffic jam along J. Vargas Avenue. Thank God for the hand brake which kept me safe and the angry drivers who snapped me out of dreamland. When I woke up, the car in front of me was about 15 meters away.

2. I used my husband's blue toothbrush for about 2 nights and 2 mornings, thinking it was mine. But it wasn't. Mine was green. When I asked Bebert he said, "kaya pala laging basa yung toothbrush ko."

3. I splashed cold water into my face without removing my eyeglasses.

4. I zoomed past my mother-in-law's house and drove straight to our subdivision. I forgot to pick up baby Marlie and yaya.

Petnames

2009-03-21T17:16:00.000-07:00

Why do we have petnames for babies? I really don’t know. The funny thing is they come out so naturally and in many variations. So far we have these for Marlie: Kookoorichkin (sometimes Kookoorich), Niknak (sometimes Niknakniknaknik), Marliemar (sometimes Marliemar aaaahhh – think Marimar’s theme song), Baby Girl, and Little Girl. In this photo, Marlie is 5 mos and 3 weeks old. Time flies!

Curious

2009-03-10T19:45:00.000-07:00

Whatever I hold these days, Marlie quickly grabs: telephone cord, cell phone, glass of water, notebook, pen. Recently I got an electric breast pump and was trying to read the manual. It's funny how she seemed to be reading so seriously. But Marlie was really figuring out how she could "taste" the pages. True enough, part of the manual was in her mouth a few seconds later.

Binondo food tour

2009-03-07T20:40:00.000-08:00

That's our guide Ivan Man Dy. Thanks to him, we were led to quaint, simple stores offering the best siopao, dumplings, and lumpia I've ever had. Our group was pretty big - about 30 people. Payment is P850/person, including the food. The tour took almost 4 hours, started promptly at 9:00 am at the Binondo Church.

Lots of fruits on Salazar St. where I got sweet and beautiful plums for a steal - P170/kilo. You won't believe how expensive they are in Metro Manila groceries.

Highly recommended dumplings along Yuchengco St. New Po-Heng Lumpia House is along Quintin Paredes, and the siopao stall (tsk, I forget the name) is along Benavidez. We even met Jerry Chua, the owner of Eng Bee Tin. Guess what he gave us? Hopia, yey! They have a new flavor - mochaccino, and Bebert says they're pretty good.

Crying over spilled milk

2009-02-01T12:30:00.000-08:00

“Don’t cry over spilled milk”... I never thought I would take this quite literally but I did, in every sense of the word. And boy did I cry buckets over spilled breast milk.

As a breastfeeding Mom who isn’t endowed with overflowing milk, every single drop is so precious to me. I know some Moms who can collect as much as 6 oz in one sitting. Thus, losing 1.5 oz of breastmilk and seeing it on the floor, over my black rubber slippers, was tragic and heartbreaking.

Call me exaggerated but I was weeping while wiping the floor, and the lump in my throat wouldn’t go away. I was close to throwing a fit and a tantrum. When I finally calmed down, I realized I should simply be more careful and make sure all connections are secure and in place. And that haste does make waste.

Three months

2009-01-14T12:05:00.000-08:00

Don't worry, I'm not going to post Marlie's pictures every month, although it is tempting =) Now I have to make good on one of my New Year's resolutions - have photos developed monthly and organize them in an album.

At three months, Marlie is much bigger and heavier (naku hinde). She laughs and smiles more, cries less, and sleeps longer, thank God. Mayabang na rin siya - she can hold up her neck already. She also coos and makes little sounds which I suppose fall under "baby talk".

Two months

2009-01-14T12:02:00.000-08:00

How time flies! A sure sign that I'm getting old. Though I'm looking forward to time passing quickly as it would mean seeing Marlie grow. I can't wait to hear her speak. Hope she'll like books and music. And I hope she'll be a good girl. At two months, Marlie likes to sleep on her tummy, not on her back. She also started hearing mass with us at SM Hypermart then heading straight to the grocery. Lakwachera na ;p

Christmas

2009-01-11T05:42:00.000-08:00

Christmas this year was special, it being full of "firsts": (i) Marlie's first Christmas; (ii) our family's first photographs in a studio; (iii) a bigger and noisier family reunion as my cousin and her kids came home from Australia; (iv) sweet, delicious cherries, and free ones at that, so lalong sumarap. Hope you guys had a wonderful time, too. I know it's so late (or too early?) but still, Merry Christmas and a Happy 2009! =)

Hello Marlie

2008-10-12T19:32:00.000-07:00

We are delighted to introduce you to Marian Annelie "Marlie" Lacuna, born on Tuesday, 30 September 2008, 12:35 pm at St. Luke's, via repeat C-section, 6 lbs 12 oz, 52 cm, 36 weeks. Marlie was rather in a hurry to come out; we were expecting her on 20 October yet.

Little did we know that after a biophysical ultrasound and a nonstress test on 24 September, I would not be allowed to go home. I was already having strong contractions, a sign of preterm labor. So I stayed at the high risk pregnancy unit from 24 Sept til 30 Sept and finally got to go home on 5 Oct. It felt wonderful being out of the hospital!

Truly we are grateful to God for blessing us with Marlie. Bebert and I also thank you, our family and friends, for all the prayers and well wishes. These photos, by the way, were taken when Marlie was 7-days old, last Oct 7.

Car show

2008-08-29T17:00:00.000-07:00

Bebert and I visited a car show at the World Trade Center last Sunday, 24 August. Despite the rains, the place was packed. I wasn't expecting much but I really had fun. There's my BMW X3 and Bebert's Audi R8, just like Iron Man's. Libre naman mangarap at magpapicture diba ;p The Audi was a hit among little boys. There was a BMW Enduro Bike (parang mountain bike) selling for P260,000. Yes. The afternoon ended with a beef shawarma and penne carbonara, yum!

At random #2

2008-07-15T12:50:00.000-07:00

1) My ballpen ink ran out and I still have the pen; am so happy. It's a miracle! I always lose my ballpens, and umbrellas, too.

2) Masarap ang pansit ng Orchids, a motel in Pasig. I don't know how or why folks in the office got to know of Orchids. Basta, panalo ang sotanghon nila. May free delivery pa.

3) My colleagues and I were talking about how fast paper accumulates in the office. If only we could say the same of money, savings, vacations...

4) Ang dami kong puting buhok! That doesn't really bother me since it runs in the family. My problem is how to reach the back of my head and pull them out. Now I understand why my Mom gladly gave me and my sister some money for pulling out her white hair when we were kids.

Huling hirit

2008-06-03T08:00:00.000-07:00

Nakahirit pa ng beach bago mag June, yey! This was at Camayan Beach, Subic. We were there May 24-26 in time for my brother's 3-week vacation in Manila. Surprisingly, the beach was very pleasant - sunny weather, fine sands, clear water, and lots of fish just a few steps from the shore. Apparently the fish didn't mind wheat bread, they eagerly ate them all up. Someone from my family asked, kainin pa rin kaya nila kung tuna ang palaman?

Bea had the time of her life. From the entrance, she left a trail of her shoes, shirt, and shorts, which her Dad had to go back for. She was so excited to dive into the water that she was crying while her Mom changed her into a bathing suit. Hindi sha excited, hinde.

Walang magawa nung weekend

2008-06-01T18:00:00.000-07:00

Dusk from the backyard looks different everyday. Was thankful for a particularly pretty one yesterday.

Ano nga ang tawag dito? Poso nga ba? Am glad it's no longer as difficult getting water these days. Save water!

Baguio

2008-05-01T14:40:00.000-07:00

Hindi po ako lakwacherang buntis (defensive) - was in Baguio on April 25-27 to attend the beautiful wedding of Bebert's brother. Congrats Pao and Cris! I especially loved their dessert station which included a 4-ft fresh strawberries "tree". Baguio was surprisingly chilly, about 15 degrees due to afternoon rains. Thanks to this trip my camera had gone out of hiding. I've been feeling lazy, sullen, walang kagana-gana since February. I guess this is part of the first trimester blues. I know this too will pass =)

Niece Bea

2008-04-11T14:15:00.000-07:00

And on that cheek, and over that brow
So soft, so calm, yet eloquent
The smiles that win, the tints that glow
But tell of days in goodness spent
A mind at peace with all below
A heart whose love is innocent

- Lord Byron

San na yung pizza?!

2008-03-31T13:29:00.000-07:00

Last week I walked to the cafeteria hoping to find some chicken sopas which out of the blue, I suddenly craved for. I knew I would be disappointed since merienda items here at the office are planned by Food Services and announced in the office intranet. Chicken sopas was nowhere in the menu. Asa pa ako.

But still I went to the caf in the hope of finding something interesting, plus the fact that my tummy wouldn't stop grumbling. I couldn't possibly eat another slice of wheat bread and a 14-g pack of raisins or a hard-boiled egg.

So I got me a tomato, basil, mozzarella pizza. One whole box to myself. Grabe, ang sarap. I said I'd save half as my pasalubong for Bebert. But I really don't know where the rest of it went. I was just working quietly, then when I looked at the box, it was empty. Aba, tumatakbo pala ang picha pie.

Black-eyed pup-pea

2008-03-14T15:47:00.000-07:00

That’s Chico our pirate pup. He was a tiny, wobbly, scared 2-month old mongrel when he was given to us in November 2007. Mayabang na ngayon ang kumag. Despite his small size, he bravely barks at strangers, and Clancy the fat, black cat.

The little mutt is sweet and shows affection by playfully biting my hand, shorts and pants, and squeezing himself under my knees. When the car arrives in the afternoon, he would rush and run next to it, his long tail twirling behind him.

In the morning when it’s cold, he lies lazily on a regular spot where there’s lots of sunshine. At this time, Chico refuses to get up and bid goodbye as we leave for work. Lazy rascal.

Baby names

2008-03-04T10:06:00.000-08:00

Bebert and I have been blessed with a 2nd pregnancy, thank God. We are being more careful, praying more than ever, and hoping that things will be better this time. Our baby is about 1 month-old but we're trying best to talk and read to her / him / them (malay mo twins) more often. I couldn't believe there was a book called "Sci-Fi Baby Names".

Lazy Saturday

2008-02-26T16:57:00.000-08:00

Getting nosy with our neighbor's plants and studying the camera.

Watching Bebert tinker with his "resurrected" bike.

Hope your Saturday was a good one, too.

Tanong

2008-02-15T10:41:00.000-08:00

Ano kaya ang hinahanap nila?

May tumatawag ba kay Jerry at Bogs?

Coffee Prince na lang dear

2008-01-31T10:09:00.000-08:00

The short-haired girl, Yoon Eun Hye, has always amused me. I first saw her in Princess Hours in 2006 so I was happy when I saw GMA's ads of Coffee Prince. Coffee Prince airs very late though so I'm rarely able to catch it. Buti na lang may DVD - thanks Bebert. I finished episodes 3-5 the other night and it took a superhuman will to stop and drag myself to bed. I can't wait to finish the other episodes! I think there are about 15 or so, where 1 episode = 1 hour. I wish GMA would sell DVDs of Coffee Prince and Princess Hours dubbed in Tagalog. Mas maganda pa rin ang Pinoy version. The English subtitles aren't so reliable, and sometimes confusing. But still, I love this show =) Photo taken from the Coffee Prince website.

Whale shark interaction, Donsol

2008-01-02T15:55:00.000-08:00

Meet the butanding or whale shark, a gentle giant - this one probably about 50 feet long. Thanks to Daniel, a Korean who joined our group, for this photo. Each butanding has a unique set of lines and spots, just like our finger prints. The peak season for whale shark interactions in Donsol, Sorsogon is in March-April. We were lucky to see 5 whale sharks on December 23. Got to swim beside 3 butandings, if only for 20-40 seconds. Halos mamatay ako sa nerbiyos nung una. It was amazing though, hearing their booming heartbeat, and seeing how massive they are.

Sunset from our cottages. The boys said those guys just took off their butanding costumes to take a break. Wondering how they can stand another cold morning swimming around those danged tourists. Visit http://www.donsolecotour.com/ if you'd like to inquire about packages.

Happy feet in Donsol, Sorsogon, 22-24 December 2007. My right toenail, though, is dead, and is horrifying to look at. By the way, we also went firefly watching along Donsol River. Beautiful, especially with the full moon and quiet evening. Then cap it off with glaring camera flashes and loud bursts of "can you feel the love tonight, tonight?" Ang kukulet.

Heathens Bebert, Clint, and Joey. On the plane to Legaspi, we were on Row 6. Back to Manila, Row 1. Indeed, the early (excited!) birds catch the best seats. From Legaspi airport, we drove 1.5 hours to Donsol. And saw Mayon Volcano along the way. Ganda!

View from the cottage porch. We were the only ones at the resort. The family next to our cottage left the day after we arrived. They probably couldn't stand us.

Ironically, we took this shot on our way back to Manila. When we arrived at the Legaspi airport on Dec 22, this sign was monopolized by bored bystanders. At last, we had it all to ourselves. This should have been "Goodbye Bicol", though. Thanks Clint for taking the picture.

Christmas shopping

2007-12-26T19:03:00.000-08:00

Shopping and malling in December could very well be a mauling experience. I won’t dwell into traffic jams, parking hassles, lines, and endless expenses. Crammers like me should know better – shop earlier. I’ve been vowing to do that for the past 8 years now but I just can’t.

Stopping and listening to these guys from the UP Manila Chorale was thus, a welcome and necessary break. Somehow they calmed my grumbles and made things Christmassy again. Happy Christmas and 2008 everyone =)

Chocolate martyr

2007-11-13T11:28:00.000-08:00

Received chocolates as pasalubong from my balikbayan uncle. Of course I was thankful and thrilled. But I couldn't leave them in the fridge knowing fully well that my evil diabetic twin could sleep walk one evening and gobble them all up. I could also sense Bebert's furtive glances, na parang may masamang balak.

Thus, I opened all four bags, watched the chocolates tumble on my desk, and wiped my mouth. Boy I wanted them. Still caught up in my dilemma, Bebert suddenly grabs two pieces, smiles, pops them in his mouth, and says "ay nahulog".

They ended up being given away, far, far away from our house. May sugar free naman. Though I saved a few pieces for Bebert (he likes the violet kisses - dark chocolates).

Broom gloom away

2007-10-17T13:33:00.000-07:00

We all need to clean up sometimes - a messy room, tons of files, bad habits, negative thoughts, ill feelings. Fiber, exercise, forgiveness, a break from routine, and laughter make pretty good brooms.

At random (#1)

2007-09-29T17:10:00.000-07:00

1. Listening to the blues took some blues away, I don’t know how.

2. With the music on, doing the laundry and cleaning the bathroom didn’t seem so bad.

3. Many motorcycles and bicycles have a way of pulling stealth- and suicide-like stunts on the road. That ticks me off.

4. You sit at your desk for hours. Why does the phone have to ring as soon as you get up to take a leak or do something urgent?

5. Just after you had been smiling your widest at dinner, you realize that something had been stuck between your teeth.

Mabilisang Baguio

2007-09-15T09:03:00.000-07:00

Staying overnight in Baguio on Aug 4-5 was tiring, but really fun. We celebrated my parents' wedding anniversary, and joined the pamamanhikan dinner for Bebert's brother. Thank goodness for tripods - I was in the group picture. Yey! Good thing I didn't slip when I ran to join.

I don't even know what these flowers are but they were so pretty. I always see them on Sto. Ninos. Bebert said they're called everlasting. They were being sold at Mines View Park.

The view from our room at Mile Hi Inn, Camp John Hay where we stayed. Rooms were very cheap at P1,350 per room/night (good for 4 persons) due to the lean season. It was a no-frills place, but clean and easily accessible to next door restaurants (Little John's was a favorite) and stores. A short walking distance to food and other supplies was a plus as it was raining a lot, and very cold.

Another store at Mines View. Was glad they didn't mind me taking pictures. Other stores within John Hay were strict about cameras. We also went to Good Shepherd, St. Joseph's Church, and Baguio Country Club. Too bad I couldn't go to the market downtown. Visiting places can be rather difficult if you're snoring loudly in bed.

Bea taking a break at Luisita on our way back home to Manila. She can now clearly say mama, papa, and dede. She knows how to stretch her arms, pretend to cry, wash her hands, smell her feet, wrinkle her nose and say baho. She also loves to play with things that aren't toys, like this water bottle.

Kitchen idols

2007-08-31T17:14:00.000-07:00

Leafing through the cookbook made me so happy I went ahead and bought it. The pictures were so colorful and fun, the pages glossy, and the text easy to follow. I guess that would fall under impulse purchases, since I didn't need the cookbook. Another reason for the purchase is I like Jamie Oliver - he seems such a nice, jolly fellow. His thick accent always entertains me.

After almost 4 months since I bought the book, all I've done is drool over the yummy looking pictures and imagine I was in the kitchen expertly cooking 4 dishes at the same time. And of course ending up with something divine, or at least safe for humans, dogs, and cats to eat. Kelan kaya magkakatotoo? Maybe someday I'll start with something easy from Jamie's cookbook - pasta.

Also love to watch Ina Garten (Barefoot Contessa) and Nigella Lawson (Nigella Feasts). Take one look at their hips and you'll know how generous they are with cream, chocolate, cheese, and all that yummy stuff. Winner! I know I can't eat the sweets they prepare, but I still can look.

Peecha pie

2007-08-13T13:05:00.000-07:00

Bea celebrated her 1st birthday on June 2, 2007 at Shakey's. This giant, delicious pizza was the BEST part of the birthday package. Walang patawad, binagyo ang picha pie. Too bad that giant thin crusts are not possible to make, according to Shakey's. But still, we were happy.

Serendra Sunday

2007-07-31T09:48:00.000-07:00

My niece Bea at Fully Booked with Mom Lea reading to her Miss Topsy Turvy. Fully Booked at Serendra was a treat - a bookstore with 4 floors and a wide, unique selection. Bebert had a ball as the whole basement was dedicated to graphic novels and manga. If you have time to kill, go there. Before that we had lunch to celebrate our parents' wedding anniversary.

I don't know if you've seen that giant shower-like structure at Serendra. We were walking to Krispy Kreme for dessert and free balloons when Bea pulled with all her might towards the shower. She wanted to go to the water so badly. Yeah, it was very hot. Anyway, Bea got her balloon, the adults had their doughnuts, and I was migraine-free (with a new book) so it was a nice, happy Sunday.

Oh my socks...and more

2007-07-14T14:00:00.000-07:00

There it was swimming in the toilet bowl. My poor old sock. It wasn't your usual pair of socks because they were toe gloves. The first time I saw them worn by Mae of Baddicts, I was so amused I bought myself a pair. Although it could be difficult squeezing each of my chubby toes in, they made me happy. I usually wore them with mojos.

On that fateful badminton day at the office, June 19, I wore them because I didn't have any other pair. Turns out this isn't advisable as they come loose while playing. In other words, my feet ended up hurting. So I kept complaining to friends on the court about it; at least it was a crappy game excuse.

As I changed into street clothes at the ladies' room, one sock fell into the toilet bowl. Nooooooo!!! Good thing all the bowl had was water. After trashing the sock, Jose Rizal's story about slippers falling into the sea came to mind. Does that mean I have to toss the other sock in the trash can too? Duh. Ano ba, Donna. Anyway, I brought the good sock home for its sentimental, smelly value.

P.S. What is it with me and toilet bowls? Last week my giant safety pin, holding my pants together, fell. Nooooooo!!! Haste makes waste indeed. Late that evening, my watch dived, not into the bowl, but into that sticky mouse trap I was telling you about. Not the mouse trap again. I'd better get rid of them.

Mom & Tina's

2007-07-02T13:08:00.000-07:00

After a badminton tournament at the office last 30 June, we headed off to Mom & Tina's for some pampering. Was with Bebert, Becky, Carmie, Claire, Hazel, Jake, Melo, and Rhea. It was a charming and pleasant place with comfy blue sofas, nice wooden tables, and good food, which was priced very reasonably. In other words, it's a great venue where friends and family can gather, catch up, make tsismis, and laugh to their hearts' content.

I had this mango kani salad during my first visit with Bebert. I loved it, and there were half-orders available so no worries about big portions. On this particular visit, I was starving so had paella valenciana. It was delicious, very well presented with generous servings of chicken, tahong, and shrimp but it bordered on salty towards the end.

The girls ordered 7 different cupcakes and they loved them (I had to pass). I was impressed with Jake who had 3 cupcakes all to herself; and she never gains a pound. Who ever said life was fair? ;p Going back to the cupcakes, the girls said they were much yummier and cheaper than those overrated, ridiculously expensive ones sold in Serendra.

P.S.

2007-06-16T12:00:00.000-07:00

I just realized Bebert is my good 'ole human alarm clock. He's there to counter the big sleepyhead in me (I can take 4 hour naps). He wakes me up when I literally can't wake up because of hypoglycemia (or low blood sugar). Tengkyu dudong...And yes I love the songs of Maroon Five.

Meron Five

2007-06-16T11:15:00.000-07:00

1) Friday Magic Madness and Remote Control Weekend become more meaningful as one gets older. Songs played here seem to sound more beautiful. Was happy when I heard "You and Me" (Wannadies) and "Californication" (Red Hot Chili Peppers) on NU last week. And these songs aren't even that old.

2) I never thought old ladies' singing voices, echoing through a quiet chapel, could soothe on a Friday night. Maybe we lose a love to find something greater. I don't know how that's possible but I suppose it is.

3) Why is it that when we ask we're told not to ask? And if you were given a reply, would you be able to handle it? More important, would you be able to do anything about it? Sometimes, would you rather not know?

4) I've never won a single battle with my danged alarm clock. I set the alarm at 5:40 am, snooze a million times, and get up about 45 minutes after for crying out loud. What's worse is pressing "stop" instead of "snooze", waking up and realizing in horror that you had overslept and would be late for work. Again.

5) Why does it have to rain right after you had your car washed?

Of mice and men

2007-06-02T09:38:00.001-07:00

Somehow I empathized with that poor little mouse. But I have to tell you I loathe seeing them; they make me squirm and give me goose bumps. My family knows this well, and so does Bebert. I really don't know why I feel that way, but I just do.

Anyway, going back to my story. Bebert bought mouse traps last week and placed 3 of them in our room. Just a few minutes after, a little mouse started shrieking, Bebert started whooping in victory (hahaha, huli ka!), and I started wincing. Thank God he promptly got rid of the mouse.

Last night I didn't know my slipper nicked into a portion of the trap until I actually wore my slippers. Boy was it sticky; danged sticky I tell you. I thought my slipper would be permanently stuck to my left foot but I'm so grateful it wasn't. Soap and water did nothing for my icky, sticky toe. Good 'ole baby oil saved the day, or should I say the night.

They say face your fear. In this case I would rather not. What are you guys afraid of?

P.S. There was a place called Rodent World in Zoobic and yes I was jumping up and down to see it, oozing with enthusiasm.

Cebu, too

2007-05-25T21:27:00.000-07:00

Taken on the beach of Malapascua one late afternoon. The tree was still alive but it had me wondering where all its leaves had gone.

View from Shangri-La's lobby lounge. The resort has two huge, lovely swimming pools, a decent beach, and impeccable landscaping. Their gardeners must have neon green thumbs to maintain such lush and healthy plants.

Travel buddies Bebert, Clint, and Leah. Arjohn, Kay, and their friends stayed on at Malapascua while the four of us left earlier to spend a night in Cebu City. A night and a day of seriously loading up on cholesterol, thanks to Sunburst's crispy chicken skin, and CNT Cebu lechon. As if those weren't enough, we bought chicharon for pasalubong. Chicharon na may laman. Not the airy, boring ones.

We couldn't see the sunset at Malapascua but when the sun bade farewell, the sky turned pink, orange, and yellow. All that pink reminded me of cotton candy.

Cebu

2007-05-25T21:15:00.000-07:00

It was Cebu from May 17-20 with Bebert and college friends. It turns out I've known my college blockmates for 15 years now. Gasp. We never realized time had zoomed past us since we met as freshmen. Blissfully thin freshmen. Now we're, well, still blissful sometimes I guess. Thin? Fresh? Let's move on. From Mactan Airport we hopped into a van until we reached Maya Port after 3 hours, then took a 30-minute boat ride. At last we were at Malapascua Island. It was beautiful and quiet. Our pricey room at the resort was a bit of a disappointment though - no ref, awfully creaky beds, salty and hard water from the tap, and no TV. The boys nearly lost it. Ha? Walang TV? Yes, life can be tragic.

Took this at around 5:00 pm when the tide was low - notice the patches of green. The local kids ran around and caught all kinds of sea creatures. They showed us fish called "tagu-tago", sea urchins, fish that looked like a seahorse and a snake, and many others. Bebert had a ball scrutinizing them; I meant the sea creatures, not the kids.

This was how the beach looked in the morning. Ain't she pretty? This was the same spot where the green patch was in the previous photo. The water was very clear, clean, and blue. Boracay's sand is still finer though compared to Malapascua's.

Sat on this nice, comfortable, red orange sofa at Shangri-La Mactan. I loved the color. Did we check in there? Someday we hope to. We settled for beverages that were priced like some dinner buffets in Manila. You can't imagine how oh so slowly we sipped them.

These happy, sunny flowers were Shangri-La's centerpiece at the lobby. Boy are they so...yellow.

Back to badminton

2007-05-03T13:40:00.000-07:00

After a 1-year and 2-month absence, I'm finally back to badminton! My first day back to the sport was last April 21 at Greenhills Badminton Center. Imagine a totally wasted, bespectacled person with vertigo playing badminton; that was exactly how I played, except I don't have vertigo and was perfectly sober. After realizing that I was supposed to aim the shuttle anywhere within our court, and not at the neighboring court, my nerves settled down a bit.

I was unnerved again when my playmates started using the 21-point rally system. Saan nga ako tatayo, partner? Ano nang score? Until now I am still so confused; considering how dense I am, it looks like it's going to take a long while before I get used to this scoring system.

The three games ended Saturday night and I was alive and well. Alleluia. I woke up Sunday morning and I wished I were dead. Every muscle in my entire body (exagg), especially my legs and arms, was violently aching. With the flight of stairs I had to contend with in the office, Monday morning was no better, either. If there were hidden cameras in those staircases, I'm certain the security staff would have died laughing at how "gracefully" I went up and down the stairs.

Don't get me wrong. I still love the game. And I am so looking forward to the day when I can look and feel like a sober person playing badminton again. Hindi ako lassheeenggg...

Subic: The second time around

2007-04-30T23:06:00.000-07:00

Found myself in Subic again on 28-29 April 2007 but this time with a bigger group. We visited the much talked about Zoobic and I think it was worth the P395 entrance fee. Good thing we were there early as the whole tour took almost 2.5 hours.

Our tour guide Jaywell said ostriches with black feathers are male, while those with brown are female. We were on an open tram when I took this so taking the shot was easier.

It was Lola's 80th birthday last April 29. Happy birthday! We had lunch at Meat Plus Cafe and the boys were very, very happy. There's 11 month old Bea, my sister, dad, and mom.

We spent the night at Legenda Suites in Cubi Point. Their rooms were very spacious and came with an electric oven, microwave oven, and a mini-ref; ideal for big groups and families. There was also an air-conditioned chapel, St. Therese's, nearby. Anticipated masses are held every Saturday at 6:30 pm.

Shiene, Dennis, Lea, Ray, and Bebert towards the last few segments of the tour. I just realized I forgot my watermarks. Wag na lang, tinatamad na ako.

Jala-Jala, Rizal

2007-04-17T20:18:00.000-07:00

Spent the weekend with Bebert and badminton friends in Jala-Jala, Rizal. It was a peaceful town with lots of carabaos, goats, horses, and vast fields.
The house we stayed in overlooked the Laguna Lake. The shore was filled with these tiny shells.

These flowers were taken at the "Coffee Stop" - Rizal's very own "Starbucks". Everyone needed a caffeine fix before the drive home. So kind of this little fellow to pose so nicely for me. I was hesitant to approach her at first; surprisingly she just walked over to me and "smiled". By the way, thanks Bebert for teaching me about watermarks.

Sting and John Dowland

2007-04-06T07:19:00.000-07:00

My boss Joven lent me Sting's new album for the long weekend. It's called Songs from the Labyrinth, with music by John Dowland, performed by Sting and Edin Karamazov. Joven said it's an imported album so I'm thankful I got hold of it. Dowland was an English composer in the 16th-17th centuries. Many times during Sting's career, as far back as 1982, Dowland's name would be mentioned by fellow musicians, artists, and friends. Since then Sting had been intrigued with Dowland. But it was only in 2006 when Sting finally released this album with Edin, a famous lutenist from Sarajevo.

I haven't listened to the album yet, though. I'm waiting for my danged ear infection, caused by my foolish old self, to get well. So I had to content myself with reading Sting's introduction of the project, how it unfolded, and Dowland's words. Here's one of the lyrics that caught my attention:

Weep you no more, sad fountains;
What need you flow so fast?
Look how the snowy mountains
Heaven's sun doth gently waste...

Sleep is a reconciling,

A rest that peace begets.

Doth not the sun rise smiling

When fair at e'en he sets?

Rest you then, rest, sad eyes
Melt not in weeping
While she lies sleeping
Softly, now softly lies sleeping

- John Dowland, Third Booke of Songes, 1600, no. 15

I don’t want to end sadly so I’ll quote Sting’s favorite line from among Dowland’s songs: “May all your weeds lack dew and duly starve”, from Clear or Cloudy.

Commute tayo

2007-03-19T21:41:00.000-07:00

I was cleaning up my e-files and found this. I wrote it last April 5, 2005 and forgot all about it until tonight. Better late than never I guess.

All my life I’ve been a frequent commuter. Tricycles, pedicabs, jeepneys, buses, trains, Tamaraw FXs. The commute can be a hassle sometimes – the 35*C heat of summer, the icky feeling of wet feet during the rainy season, the mad scramble for a seat, the terror of dying with a cab/ jeepney driver gone amok, the shock of unruly hair at the office entrance (“mahangin sa labas?”), and the agony of bearing a raging stomach in a bus that won’t move.

Whatever the heartaches, or tummy aches for that matter, I will still commute. I probably would have turned out a different person had I not been exposed to the perils and joys (what joys?) of the commuting life. Perhaps I’m too lazy right now to elaborate or simply cheering myself up because I’m broke and unable to buy my own car.

My point, however, is that all these public transport vehicles didn’t just bring me to Project 6, UP Diliman, Makati, Divisoria, Vito Cruz, my office, and countless other places. They led me to an unexpected field trip of virtues. Patience (lots and lots of it), humor, and humility I found in the heart of Manila’s smoke belching, gut-wrenching, death-defying PUVs.

To eat or not to eat?

2007-03-09T22:53:00.000-08:00

I had to go see a dietitian at the start of the new year for a couple of health reasons. All along I thought I was eating enough vegetables; it turns out I wasn't. In fact I was eating so little of them. Based on my weight, height, and level of activity, I'm supposed to have at least 3 exchanges of vegetables everyday. Roughly, that's 1.5 cups of vegetables. That's a lot! I still don't know how I'm supposed to do that.

As for these doughnuts, well, that's another story. I'm kidding okay? I'm a good girl now. My family wanted to try and visit this new shop that recently opened in Fort Bonifacio and so we went. It took so much self-control to stick to my guns and keep from jumping into the box. The doughnuts looked so good I wanted to cry. But I didn't. If you can't eat 'em, shoot 'em.

Subic weekend

2007-02-26T15:17:00.000-08:00

Spent the weekend in Subic with Bebert. Went there at the last minute; good thing we managed to find a room. It was nice going back after almost five years.
That's Whitey enjoying the Boardwalk view. This was behind "The Lighthouse", a beautiful, brand new hotel which opened in February 2007. May kamahalan nga lang.

Taken at the Lagoon just before 10:00 am. I planned on coming earlier for better lighting but getting up was a struggle.

A quiet, lovely sunset at the Boardwalk. With matching breeze. Sarap.

Wake up call...

2007-02-26T08:00:00.000-08:00

Take it from your friendly neighborhood jeepney driver. Thanks to Bebert for taking this shot ;p

Our angel Maggie

2007-01-15T14:00:00.000-08:00

Her name was Margaret Amelie Lacuna. Bebert and I called her Maggie, a nickname we had thought about and agreed upon so easily. Figuring out her first names took a bit longer though. Margaret means “pearl” and Amelie, “hardworking”.

It has been said classical music is recommended for babies in the womb so I bought a couple of CDs. Maggie and I patiently listened to Brahms and Mozart but we got too sleepy for our own good. I then switched to songs of Stevie Wonder, Norah Jones, the Hotdogs, and Nina Simone. Maggie kicked happily in my tummy and I’d bet she was swaying and dancing then.

I went into labor in the afternoon of 3 December 2006. It turned out that Maggie had already gone home to heaven that same morning. She was 7 lbs 12 oz, 51 cm long, fair skinned, and had cute, round cheeks like a cherub. I couldn’t tell if her hair was curly but I’m certain it would have been as curly as mine and Bebert’s.

Maggie is now in heaven for a reason; reasons which may be difficult to understand, especially for parents. However, Bebert and I stand by our faith that God’s will is perfect and His plan full of wisdom. We pray that in His time, and if it is His will, we would someday be blessed with Maggie’s wonderful siblings.

We’re taking one day at a time. With each day God’s grace allows miracles, big and small, to happen – broken hearts heal, love strengthens, faith endures. Bebert and I are most thankful for the love, support, and prayers from our dearest parents, siblings, relatives, and friends. From the bottom of our hearts, thank you.

Maggie may not be with us now but she is very much alive in our hearts and in God’s miracles and blessings.

Boracay in July

2006-09-12T16:06:00.000-07:00

At the height of typhoon Glenda’s wrath last July 24-26, we were in Boracay. It was an accidental vacation as we had to accompany Bebert’s balikbayan cousins who were spending only 2 weeks in the Philippines. The island sure was different in July: windy, cold, and deserted but I suppose still beautiful. The entire island’s beachfront was covered with tall bamboo posts and nets for protection from strong winds. One night we had to run like madmen to escape the sandstorm on the beach.

In the photo are Bebert, Andy, Chris, Abby, and Trina on a lucky day that allowed boating and snorkeling. I, on the other hand, stayed on the boat, took their pictures and munched on bananas and choco wafers.

I missed the bbq/longgaburger/dried squid stands which were nowhere in sight. Despite the typhoon, our group was still blessed with a boating and snorkeling trip, some sunshine, free brewed coffee all day, and cheap hotel rates.

Eating machine

2006-08-10T14:11:00.000-07:00

The insatiable desire to eat is driving me mad. It seems that only ten minutes from having a major meal, I find myself wanting to eat again and again and again and again...My current favorites are Kowloon asado siopao with hot sauce, Hen-Lin's cuapao, Eng-Bee-Tin's hopiang hapon at monggo, Ice Monster mango with sago, avocadoes with lots of milk, suha, cheese curls, Clover cheese chips, and Mary Grace's ensaymada and brownies. I've been yearning for Twix but Bebert and I have not been lucky finding it. It's really not easy being a pregnant diabetic and I thought I could do away with all that sweet stuff entirely. I tried for a month but couldn't. So I have to be satisfied with "patikim-tikim". Tikim daw oh.

Missing...

2006-07-06T18:00:00.000-07:00

I'm 4 months pregnant now and these are among the things I miss most: badminton and coke.

What the?!?!

2006-06-06T13:45:00.000-07:00

Have you seen "Allue's" senseless TV commercial? Seeing it last weekend made my blood boil. It promotes make up for children; the girl in the ad was like only 9 years old for crying out loud. Anooo baaaaaa?

Home

2006-06-06T13:33:00.000-07:00

Nothing beats being home. I never fully grasped "there's no place like home" until today. I'm spending a few days here in Quezon City where I grew up and spent 27 of my 31 years. Back in the 80s, we hardly had any neighbors and our house was surrounded by empty lots with all sorts of grass, weeds, makahiya, dragon flies, frogs, a big puddle of water where the carabaos bathed, cows, and of course their poop which we dried and used as fertilizer.

Like I had mentioned in a past blog entry, my sister Lea and I had the time of our lives running and playing outside. In a few days, Lea will be giving birth to baby Bea then it will be my turn in early December. It won't be easy but we'll do our best to make them good and happy kids as they grow up. I do hope they won't turn out bratty and spoiled.

This morning I woke up to the magtataho's familiar, solid, deep voice calling out "TAHOOOOO" (you would be surprised as he's actually short, thin, and young); the feel of my small bed; my dusty, trusty electric fan; my ancient radio; and the delightful feeling of simply being home. No wonder EBTG wrote "One Place"...

Birthday

2006-03-23T11:50:00.000-08:00

I recently turned 31. Huling taon ko na sa kalendaryo, tsk tsk. Isip bata pa rin, tsk tsk. I took these photos on my birthday, March 12. The strawberries were as delicious as they looked. Bebert's sister Trina bought them from Market!Market! Not bad at P100 for 3 styro packs. It was a hot afternoon so we hastened to make strawberry shakes with extra helpings of evaporated milk and condensada. Nothing beats home-made fruit shakes. Panalo! Though we all kept wishing we had some of those happy, colorful straws with umbrellas to complete the fruit shake experience.

That's Pepe over there. I love watching him walk around because "he shakes his little tush". I suppose it's because he's rather fat, but it doesn't show in the picture. Good for him. It wasn't easy keeping him still so I was lucky with this shot when he fell into a pensive mood ;p... All I really want to say is thank God for family, loved ones, friends, and blessings that come in all shapes, sizes, textures, colors, and tastes. Enjoy the summer everyone!

Laguna, gitara, atbp

2006-03-04T12:54:00.000-08:00

I spent Feb 18-19 in Laguna with Bebert at my family's reunion and had so much fun because of:

Tinuktok, dip & chichiria, buko pie, pork bbq, pagkain!
Billiards (kahit bano ako maglaro)
Hearing cousins, brother, & Bebert sing their hearts out
Playing an electric guitar for the first time
Swimming in a pool with nice, clean, perfect-warm water
Bright, sunny weather
Bright, sunny, funny, warm company

Before Sunset

2006-03-03T12:09:00.000-08:00

I was channel hopping one weekend and found Ethan Hawke and Julie Delpy staring at me on the TV screen. Thanks to HBO I got to catch a few minutes of Before Sunset. A lot of friends have said it was a delight listening to their conversations. Despite seeing only the latter part of the movie, I couldn’t agree more. My favorite part was when Julie Delpy played her guitar and sang this lovely song she had written for Ethan Hawke. I couldn’t remember the lyrics but I’m sure the title had the word “waltz” in it. I really have to get DVDs of Before Sunset and Before Sunrise and watch them. Do hope I find the lyrics and chords to that waltz song.

[Photo courtesy of the Warner Brothers website]

Bahay Kubo

2006-02-17T15:45:00.000-08:00

Presko talaga sa bahay kubo, sarap tambayan. The first photo was taken at a retreat house in Fairview, the second in Bohol. Too bad we weren't able to hang out at the floating kubo - the water was too deep (notice the change in color).

January 14

2006-02-08T09:45:00.000-08:00

Just sharing our special day, January 14, 2006 - one of the reasons why I was absent for so long. It's good to be back. This guy Mike Asis from the Discovery Weekend said, "everything is grace". Indeed, everything is grace and God is amazing. No matter what happens, there is so much to be thankful for, especially my dear pogi husband ;p

Loboc River

2006-02-07T18:01:00.000-08:00

Took this from the ferry along Loboc River in Bohol. It was a lovely noontime boat ride despite the murky water. Maganda ang tanawin, masarap ang hangin at pagkain, masaya ang mga awitin. Sana pati sa Pasig River...

Mishka Adams and the Blue Echoes

2005-12-25T01:09:00.000-08:00

I walked into Music Museum without any expectations, and with tired, sleepy eyes. I was up at 5:30 in the morning to attend a seminar and run errands. The sun had long turned in and snored while I was still out. Moreover, I was still disenchanted by a recent concert I had walked out of. Yes, it was that unbearable. In my Uncle’s words, it was “torture”.

Suffice it to say, I wasn’t particularly in high spirits that evening. I have to admit, though, that I was looking forward to the concert since I was quite happy with the Mishka Adams CD I bought in July. Shortly after the first song, I knew it was going to be a great concert. I was wrong. It was amazing.

There was so much talent and passion on stage that night. Somehow each song sounded different and had its own charm. As Mishka had said, she loved jazz because of its free form. There is so much to explore; there are no boundaries. She and the Blue Echoes also collaborated with various artists like Cynthia Alexander, Mon David, and Tots Tolentino among others. I also enjoyed the many instruments on stage: violins, cellos, pianos, saxophones, drums, and guitars. Too bad I can’t name the other instruments.

The concert gave me such pride and faith in the Filipino, not that I ever wavered or lost faith. I suppose we all need reminders once in a while, and certainly these artists were one-of-a-kind. Mishka Adams, a young Filipino-British jazz artist, with the Blue Echoes, will soon be leaving for London to spread the Filipinos’ talent abroad.

Thanks to Clint who saw the concert ad in the newspaper and whose first words after the show were “Grabe sulit! Pa-burn ng CD ha?” And to Bebert who said “you made me a Mishka Adams believer!”

Her CD “God Bless the Child” has 11 songs, 4 of which are wonderful originals by Mishka and Sammy Asuncion. The rest are covers of songs by Billie Holiday, George Gershwin, Ned Washington, etc. Ella Fitzgerald and Billie Holiday are great influences on Mishka’s music. I honestly don’t know them well so I guess it’s a good excuse to splurge a bit and get their CDs this Christmas. =)

Merry Christmas! God bless us. God bless the Philippines.

Ang buro, bow

2005-12-21T15:15:00.000-08:00

This is the story behind my "Cheer up" post below. Merry Christmas everyone! =)

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Have you experienced riding in a smelly car on an out-of-town trip? And I mean smelly. Foul. Ghastly. You know that Pinoy delicacy, “buro”? Over the weekend, my balikbayan Uncle visited Pangasinan in our trusty old family car. Before returning to Manila, he received a big bottle of “burong isda” as a going-away present from my Lolo and placed it in the backseat. Well the “buro” juices leaked and the car reeked. And it seriously reeked on the day we were all dressed up for my cousin Macky’s wedding in Caleruega. All the way from Congressional Avenue, Quezon City to Nasugbu and back.

I don’t know how in the world we managed but we did. Hell, I could even get used to the exotic essence of “buro”. I suppose there’s nothing else to do but shrug, spray Glade in a frenzy, throw in some baby powder, laugh, and fervently pray for a sudden bout of serious colds. My last laugh about this whole episode was a text message from my brother who could not join us at the wedding. He borrowed the car for a quick trip to the grocery. “Anong nangyari sa kotse? Ba’t amoy tae?”

It has often been said that there is light at the end of the tunnel. I’d say there’s fragrance. Photos under the “Cheer up” post were some of the sweeter blessings amidst a smelly and rainy, yet nonetheless beautiful, day. Best wishes to Macky and Carrie!

Cheer up

2005-12-09T22:04:00.000-08:00

Yep, they certainly cheered me up. Taken last December 6, Tuesday at my cousin Macky's wedding at Caleruega and Sonya's Garden.

Pig out

2005-11-17T18:08:00.000-08:00

Come and share the calories. Let's come on, let's join us! ;p

Hello flower

2005-11-17T18:00:00.000-08:00

I don't know why a Bugs Bunny cartoon came to mind. Bugs was leisurely walking along some garden, and said "Hello air. Hello butterfly. Hello flower..." I can't remember what else he said. But I suppose it won't hurt to stop a while and say hello. Hello! Ola! Oy! Psst!

Heaven n' Eggs

2005-11-02T11:55:00.000-08:00

The name alone was enough to lure Bebert and I into the store. Heaven n' Eggs. Kaaliw 'no? We first saw it along Tomas Morato; since then, we've always been yearning to eat there. Finally, on Halloween night, our wish came true. We were at Eastwood to buy a replacement for my battered badminton shoes. Who would have thought we would find Heaven n' Eggs' banner displayed gloriously at the parking entrance? "Dyan tayo kakain!" Lots of other people had the same thing in mind and we had to wait in line. The waitress gave us some refreshments. They were complimentary which was probably why dalandan juice suddenly tasted incredibly delicious! Then came the menu... and in a few seconds, our watering mouths. "Miss, miss, kami na ba, ha, ha ha?"

Thanks to the mercy of heaven, we finally got our table and our food after a few minutes. It really wasn't that long a wait. I suppose it just felt long because we were awfully hungry. Hunger makes a person forgetful, thus, my plan to take a picture of my delightful Vigan longanisa, garlic rice, and eggs, flew out the window. Bebert had tuna steak, mashed potatoes, eggs, and pancakes. The restaurant specializes in steaks, omelets, and pancakes. As you can see, their pancakes come with a variety of "sawsawan" choices - blueberries, marmalade, orange and maple syrup. I loved the store's colors - pale blue and yellow, and their music. Imagine, they even played Workshy songs. Ano kayang ma-order next time?

Ahit pogi

2005-10-18T07:08:00.000-07:00

Two weeks ago my Mom was telling me about my Dad's beard and how he didn't want to shave. "Hinde okay lang yan, maganda yan, parang si Kofi Annan", would be my Dad's answer whenever my Mom would request him to shave. This has been the standard reply for many years now everytime my Dad would get into the "feel-like-growing-a-beard/mustache/goatee" mood. The first time I heard the name, I said in my head, "who da?" Not being much of a current events person, I had to look it up. Kofi Annan is the UN Secretary General whose second term began January 2002, ends December 2006.

Funny how one night after picking me up from the MRT station, out of the blue my Mom revealed she had uncovered the reason why Kofi Annan still managed to look neat and good despite having a beard and being dark-skinned. Trying to stifle a giggle, I asked her why. "Kasi naka-suit si Kofi Annan, ang Daddy mo hindi," was her serious and thoughtful reply. I laughed and agreed she had a point.

These days the UN Secretary General is no longer referred to at home as my Dad, to the delight of my Mom, had finally reverted to his clean-shaven look. Ahit-pogi. Before I sign off, I'd like to say hello to my handsome Dad and my beautiful Mom, especially my parents (pronounced as peyrents).

Music

2005-10-02T23:15:00.000-07:00

"Choric Song"

There is sweet music here that softer falls
Than petals from blown roses on the grass,
Or night-dews on still waters between walls
Of shadowy granite, in a gleaming pass;
Music that gentlier on the spirit lies,
Than tired eyelids upon tired eyes;
Music that brings sweet sleep down from the blissful skies
--- Alfred, Lord Tennyson

Starin' at the stairs

2005-09-13T23:16:00.000-07:00

This spiral staircase is at the office where I work. But I hardly ever use it since it’s at the special facilities block, quite far from my workstation. But when I do use it, I always go to the narrow side to save energy – smaller steps required. Gawain ng tamad.

I’m a very frequent commuter and when at the MRT station, I always use the stairs. One time I was running late (in fact I always am late), my right shoe came hopping down the stairs. Yikes. I was still lucky, though, because it didn’t go that far, and it was only my shoe that came falling down, and not me! Suwerte pa rin talaga. =)

Although I have to admit, I'm not always in the mood for taking the stairs, especially after a hard day. I end up staring (often glaring) at the stairs, then head for the nearest escalator or elevator. Ayos ;p

Hit by a tsunami

2005-09-06T17:54:00.000-07:00

O diba ang gaganda at gaguwapo nila? Artistahin good looks, creative minds and courageous hearts [read: makapal? =)]. These folks are my Baddicts Tsunamis team mates. Too bad though that not everyone in the team, myself included, is in the photo. There are 28 members and I am so proud of each one. Apparently I'm beaming with pride and joy for being part of the Tsunamis despite being the second to the last team in terms of points earned. What really matters is how well the team cooperated and how all members enjoyed each other's company, warmth, and support.

The first picture shows the team at the GHBC rooftop for a quick practice before the parade of teams. The Tsunamis won the best team cheering presentation because of its Hawaii-Five-O dance, props for waves, a cool surfer on a skate board (walang surfboard eh), blue-shirt with matching leis attire, and most important, its effervescent charm. =)

The Baddicts Intercolor Tourney was held on 3-4 September 2005 at the Greenhills Badminton Center (GHBC) with five teams, namely: Tsunamis, Typhoons, Tornadoes, Volcanoes, and Earthquakes. I salute the executive committee and club officers, organizing committees, volunteers, linesmen, umpires, and sponsors for their hard work and generosity. Galing talaga! I've never had so much fun in a tournament before and am looking forward to next year's event. Should you wish to become a Baddicts member, just visit www.baddicts.com.

My sister's wedding

2005-08-31T17:10:00.000-07:00

My younger and only sister Lea got married last Saturday, 27 August, to her best friend and long-time boyfriend Ray. It was a beautiful wedding and a happy day, despite the drizzle late in the afternoon. I honestly thought I would be incapable of crying that day because of my duties as her maid of honor. But when Lea started walking down the aisle with my parents, and in such a solemn atmosphere, I couldn’t hold back my tears (and of course with tears come, oh never mind). What’s worse was, I didn’t have tissue paper. Thank goodness for my shawl.

Lea and I are only one-and-a-half years apart, and our youngest was born five years after Lea. So she and I were constant companions in many activities like aratelis tree climbing, frog and tutubi hunting, cookie baking (attempts at it), bargain shopping, schooling, etc, etc, etc. Our Mom, like all other moms I suppose, loved to dress us alike - Lea usually in pink, and I in blue. I am grateful, though, that this practice of dressing alike stopped early enough.

We can’t stop life from changing and people from leaving or moving on. It may be sad but there is beauty and growth in change. And there will always be love if we choose to nurture it.

P.S. I wish sports shoe makers like Merrell, Adidas, etc would come out with formal occasion shoes that are stylish, comfortable, and merciful. My poor feet suffered from my “no mercy!” shoes last Saturday. Kung puwede lang talagang mag-tsinelas...

In your eyes

2005-08-24T14:54:00.000-07:00

Notice how prominent and lovely children's eyes are. As well as the eyes of those deeply in love; and eyes that speak of kindness, humor, depth, acceptance. Peter Gabriel's song, "In Your Eyes", is one of my all-time favorites. As well as Sarah MacLachlan's song, "Ice Cream". Ay, iba pala yon.

In your eyes, the light the heat
In your eyes, I am complete
In your eyes, I see the doorway to a thousand churches
In your eyes, the resolution of all the fruitless searches
In your eyes, I see the light and the heat
In your eyes, oh, I want to be that complete
I want to touch the light, the heat I see in your eyes…

--- Peter Gabriel

Lady bug

2005-08-20T10:35:00.000-07:00

So pretty isn't she? Bebert and I saw her at the Enchanted Kingdom parking lot and I just had to take her picture.

Dale and Karina

2005-08-20T10:20:00.000-07:00

"Keep the child in you alive and playing"
--- As shared by one of Leo Buscaglia's program participants (name not mentioned though)

Wise words

2005-08-15T23:54:00.000-07:00

Today was our second to the last day in class. Our professor, Elfren S. Cruz, shared with us a quotation he paraphrased from a poem. The poem's author, however, was unknown. This is what Professor Cruz said, "Keep reaching beyond your grasp. If you keep reaching, you would be surprised how far you can go."

Bamboo

2005-08-14T14:13:00.000-07:00

Looking at this bamboo tree, you would think its life is easy - still, peaceful, relaxed. In fact, however, it is not. This tree is planted in front of the beach; thus, it has to bear the might, anger and power of storms, strong winds, and rains. Yet here she stands glorious and strong. Yes, there is much for us to learn from the beautiful bamboo tree.

P.S. Mukhang bread sticks 'no? By the way, it feels great being able to blog again.

Black bird

2005-08-14T13:35:00.000-07:00

This sure looks like a black bird to me. Don't you think so? Pilitin ba namang gawing ibon ang aso. Have always been fascinated by the Beatles' song Black Bird. Since I don't have a picture of a black bird, then I suppose John Lennon and Paul McCartney wouldn't mind a black dog instead. My favorite version of Black Bird is Sarah McLachlan's, found in the "I am Sam" soundtrack.

By the way, in fairness to the dog in the picture, he was a pretty friendly fellow. Here he was playfully chasing after little fish. Ganda ng pose niya diba. His owner is an American who looked like Walter Matthau - the guy who played Mr. Wilson in the "Dennis the Menace" movie.

Black bird singin' in the dead of night
Take these broken wings and learn to fly
All your life
You were only waiting for this moment to arise

Black bird singin' in the dead of night
Take these sunken eyes and learn to see
All your life
You were only waiting for this moment to be free

Black bird fly
Black bird fly
Into the light of the dark black night

Flowers for hue

2005-07-17T00:47:00.000-07:00

Sorry I couldn't resist another flower shot =)

Mulling over Mulan

2005-07-17T00:29:00.000-07:00

Yes, the dog's name is Mulan. Her owner said so. I've never seen such an earnest and dignified looking dog. Hindi sa kanya yung pulang bag ha.

A penny for your thoughts

2005-07-17T00:20:00.000-07:00

For such a young chap, he sure is in very deep thought...

Comfort food

2005-07-12T01:35:00.000-07:00

When you feel bad (and your country is in this vile political mess), what food or drink would cheer you up? Bebert mentioned Cheez Whiz and Moo Fries. I have a long list but I'll start with the pictures I have: watermelons and coffee. Wala akong picture ng longganisa, chicharon at chocnut eh. =)

Comfort in your strangeness

2005-07-12T01:15:00.000-07:00

by Cynthia Alexander

Woke up this morning
I was staring at the ceiling cracks
And roadmaps and highways and landscapes
I have seen, I have been to places
Far and deep in my mind only to find
Comfort in Your strangeness

Of moving shadows when I call the wind by name
Rushing firewater in the dark of a cloud
I have seen, I have been to places
Far and deep in my mind only to find
Comfort in Your strangeness

We are slaves to the crimes we commit
In fits of passion, we shame
We are nothing, we are nothing, we are nothing
But dust on Your feet, dying to be born again
Singing ether water fire, singing earth, singing air

I have seen, I have been to places
Far and deep in my mind only to find
Comfort in Your strangeness

Sunken garden

2005-07-03T12:54:00.000-07:00

The Sunken Garden normally buzzes with activity. This morning it was still, quiet, green, and pretty.

Not just boxing

2005-07-03T12:39:00.000-07:00

Gathered the nerve to come up to this group and ask permission to take pictures. The boxing instructors gladly said yes. They were teaching a group of street kids boxing for free. Guess what? They're ballroom dancing teachers, too. I never thought boxing and dancing could ever go together. =)

When you're blue...

2005-07-03T12:06:00.000-07:00

A ride in a handsome jeep with great company wouldn't be bad at all. Pero dapat may aircon (chichirya at inumin na rin). Mainit masyado pag ganto ;p

Water lilies

2005-07-03T11:50:00.000-07:00

I always thought water lilies were white. So when I went to the UP lagoon, I got this scarlet surprise. Checked the encyclopedia which said "water lilies have white, yellow, pink, red, scarlet, blue or purple flowers."

P.S. Thanks to Eye for suggesting to visit the lagoon =)

How do you dew?

2005-06-25T10:20:00.000-07:00

Dewdrops I rarely see because I'm such a sleepyhead. These are actually raindrops but they reminded me of dew. Webster defined dew as "anything regarded as refreshing, gently falling, pure."

Bless you

2005-06-24T21:17:00.000-07:00

With the crazy weather we've been having in Manila, take care not to get sick okay. Cough and colds these days are common. Don't forget your umbrella and your fan. =)

Sweet dreams

2005-06-24T21:00:00.000-07:00

Oh what I would give to get more sleep. Maybe I'm spreading myself too thin that's why I'm not getting enough. But when I do, I think I sleep quite soundly [Not literally I hope =)]. Sarap talaga panoorin matulog ang mga sanggol.

Hats off

2005-06-23T07:22:00.000-07:00

Natuwa lang ako sa kulay. Though I have never been and perhaps never will be a hat person.

Fare hike

2005-06-22T14:33:00.000-07:00

Simula 21 June 2005, P7.50 na po ang pamasahe sa jeepney. Smiling passengers like these guys would probably be harder to find these days.

Jaime Cardinal Sin

2005-06-22T13:16:00.000-07:00

"Jaime Cardinal Sin, also Jaime Lachica Sin (August 31, 1928 - June 21, 2005) was a priest of the Roman Catholic Church in the Philippines. He led the Archdiocese of Manila as its archbishop and was later elevated to the rank of cardinal by Pope Paul VI. He concurrently served as Primate of the Philippines. He retired as the Archbishop of Manila on September 15, 2003 and was succeeded by Gaudencio Borbon Rosales. He was only the third native Filipino Archbishop of Manila — following centuries of Spanish, American, and Irish episcopacy. He died at the age of 76 on June 21, 2005." - Source: Wikipedia

Kahaphone lamang

2005-06-21T02:31:00.000-07:00

Change is constantly a part of our lives. But with PAL I suppose there won't be any change. Late pa rin ang flights. I hardly ever fly or travel so I didn't mind waiting at the airport. People watching was already a treat. I wanted to take pictures of people passing and going. Kaso baka mahampas ako ng bag kung harap-harapan ko silang pichuran. It wasn't worth the risk =)

So I photographed this girl. I felt sentimental watching her and remembered how precious 3 pcs of 25 centavo coins were to me back in gradeschool and highschool to call my folks and ask to be picked up from campus. Then I graduated to phone cards. And now of course, cellphones, which as much as I hate to admit, are having such a strong hold on our lives. Kaya nga may area na for cellphone charging sa iba't ibang lugar.

Greenbelt

2005-06-19T13:35:00.000-07:00

Spent Saturday at Greenbelt for a change. With the noise and huge crowd, found a few minutes of refuge in the Greenbelt 4 area with Bebert. There was only a handful of people - the fewer the better. Ayala Museum's facade now looks so modern, and there's a nice-looking cafe in front of it. Next time will go and visit the museum. Grade school pa yata ako huling dumalaw nung may field trip. Then there were these ponds full of orange, excited fish and lots of green cover from different plants and trees. Of course it wouldn't be Greenbelt 4 without the fancy, intimidating shops. We just looked at the windows and took a picture of one. Shempre kung shoppingan sa Greenhills and SM pa rin. =)

My so called exercising life

2005-06-15T13:12:00.000-07:00

Due to the persistent rollercoaster-like state of my blood sugar levels, I had to go back to exercise. Dang. So Sunday afternoon I drove to Diliman with a sincere intention to jog or at least walk briskly. I did neither. I ended up taking pictures and walking ever so slowly. Ganda kasi ng tanawin eh =). Yesterday, after 6 long months, I went back to my taerobics class. Ngayon ang sakit talaga ng likod at balakang ko. Walang biro.

Free falling

2005-06-11T22:02:00.000-07:00

And I'm free, free fallin'
Yeah I'm free, free fallin'
'Gonna free fall out into nothin'
'Gonna leave this world for awhile...
--- Tom Petty

Sunday treat

2005-06-09T02:33:00.000-07:00

Have you ever experienced going to Sunday mass with a whole troop of cousins, nieces, nephews, aunts, uncles, parents and siblings? I just did sometime in April this year and am very thankful for it. I think it was the happiest mass I've attended so far. My favorite part was "peace-be-with-you". Moments after other mass attendees had settled down, we were all still mixed up, trying to send "peace" through a kiss / hug / belat / batok / kurot. It wasn't all that easy since we occupied two pews. But it sure was fun.

"The supreme happiness in life is the conviction that we are loved."
--- Victor Hugo

At Nightfall

2005-06-09T00:35:00.000-07:00

I need so much the quiet of your love
After the day's loud strife
I need your calm above all other things
After the stress of life
I crave the haven in your dear heart lies
After all toil is done
I need the starshine of your heavenly eyes
After the day's great sun
--- Charles Hanson Towne

Roger Federer

2005-06-07T17:20:00.000-07:00

Bebert told me last night Nadal won the French Open. Kakalungkot. Nadal even beat Federer at the semi-finals. Sigh. At any rate, Federer pa rin!!! Photos courtesy of http://rogerfedererexpress.homestead.com. How I wish I were the one who took the shots =)

Walking

2005-06-06T01:27:00.000-07:00

But I would walk 500 miles
And I would walk 500 more
Just to be the man who walked 1000 miles
To fall down at your door
--- The Proclaimers

Fire tree

2005-06-05T02:20:00.000-07:00

I love fire trees. So pretty. Walked around UP this morning (himala nagising ako) and found so many of them in the campus. Pity I ran out of batteries. Dibale, balik na lang next time.